A fork of Rural Dictionary
Someone who makes their entire identity about being "sad", while doing nothing but perpetuating their own sadness. Known for self-sabotage, dependence on alcohol and drugs, self-medicating, disappointing people, blowing off responsibilities, claiming to be "doing better", not actually "doing better", hurting decent folks and attracting indecent nouns (people, places and things).
May also be sort of gay.
That Mack fellar is a real Sadboy, I heard he even got it as a vanity plate on his car! Decent music though.
A splintered example of the classic narcissist. A person who possesses many redeeming qualities but cannot get out of their own way. Normally their sense of humor comes originally from a place of defense, something they developed as a child to help them deal with trauma and the never-ending pain that comes with this thing called "life".
While they do share the common traits of narcissists, such as exaggerated sense of self-importance and need for admiration, they differ in the fact that they are capable of empathy. This "empathy" has been described as "second hand" or "after the fact", i.e. they may not think in the moment but are then met with extreme feelings of accountability and reflection when they realize the scorched earth policy they have enacted.
Their self-reflection and grief may manifest in art form, such as an exhausting attempt to become a "musician" well into their 30's.
That son of a gun is a real narsillycistic bastard! I have heard he has a small penis too!
An album by the artist "Mack Harrison".
This album takes its inspiration from the term "flashbulb memory". Google it dumbass. You will get your answers.
"Flashbulb Memory is an emotional ride. I felt like I took Adderall and Fentanyl at the same time and then tried to convince the world that I was sober. I think I cried, came, shit myself and found God all in the same 45 minutes of listening. That guy must be going through something." said someone. (probably).